I can't believe I actually wrote two songs in one week! I just penned and recorded a gospel draft this evening. And you're probably hearing it in the background. Thank God for the inspiration! Phew!
Sounds kinda punk rock huh? Hah. My MacBook is almost burning man!
I'll stay close stay near Stay still cus You're here today
I won't move too far But I'll sing a new song for you
There's nothing in this world I can ask more but You Cus I want everything of You Than this world beneath me
Now I can dance and jump In your presence Jesus Savour every moment with You You revealed Your glory When You rose again Showed Your love When nails went in Your hands You lift me high Now my life, I give to You
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I'm feeling ubberly perplexed because my hard disk is so running out of space. At this point in time, my drive has a free space of a whopping pathetic 500 MB! And I have a 1GB SD card full of photos and videos! Oh crap! I'm so sad. Can Santa give me a new hard disk for Christmas?
In fact, I'm planning to get a 250GB HDD. The word is plan. I'm just darn poor after my reckless shopping spree in KL! Can you beat this? Amongst everything, I bought 4 pairs of foot wear - two dunks, a sneakers and one slippers! Jon thinks I'm crazy. And Ping typecasts me as the kiasu Singaporean who defiles the sacred spirit of the backpacker!
Oh whatever! Haha!
But when things are cheap, you can't resist but buy them right? Even when you don't exactly need it? Hah. Okay, that's really kiasu mentality! Okay, I'm just Singaporean, so what? Hah.
I am thinking whether I should switch to livejournal or stay put with blogger, which has by far been greatly user-friendly and giving me zero attitude problem. Oh kudos to Google, the internet giant who will soon beat the crap outta Microsoft and bring justice to this world. Windows Vistsa is sucking up more hardware resource than I can afford!
I realised I'm still thinking of you after all these while. And it is emotional draining. This love has taken its toll on me. I didn't know why I had choosen to buy you the gift; I just thought that you would look really sweet in it. Oh silly me.
I wish sometimes I had more brain than heart power.
It was a short trip and we bring you showers of blessings!
Before I start to share our experience we had over there, I'm gonna present to you the most shiny army boots in Singapore. I saved this photo from a friend in friendster, ahem .. without his permission, but I doubt he would mind anyway. Hah!
This is just too hilarious! You can perhaps use your boots as a mirror when you apply your camouflage during field camp! Muhahaha!
As promised, I'm back again! This time, with a heap of visuals!
The Christmas party is fabulous though I screwed up on my guitar several times. Oops! Haha! But I'm so glad Yew Onn came to join us! I hope he's one little step closer to Jesus! And W408 really made my day. Thank God!
Okay, I can almost see you rolling your eyes to the letter G. What's wrong?
I swear I really broke my G string. My 3rd string on the guitar. Oh dammit. I have been pretty adventurous lately experimenting with alternate tuning. And yes, I realised I haven't been writing any songs. I think I'll write one soon before this year ends. A treat for everyone. And yet another statistic to my port folio. Hah!
Something serious here. Joyce (yes, it's you girl if you're reading this!) called me last night to reprimand me. She complained that I was pettier than a girl. And that stunned me speechless upon hearing that. Seriously. Since when have I been petty? As a matter of fact, there are times when my other friends would tease me as pretty but not petty! Okay, I could have been oblivious to my demeanor after all. So pardon me. You know about this Johari window theory, don't you?
Facades. I'm so full of that. So cryptic (not like a cricket though) and bursting of enigma. I have taken a plunge, just like old times. These vicious cycles never fail to immunize. But it certainly did build up my defenses. I would love to call it the humane self defense mechanism. And like what your family doctor would tell you, too much of a good thing is a bad thing.
Bet you didn't have a clue to the paragraph above. To do so, you probably need the assistance of an emo-cryptologist.
Okay, I'm not making any sense at all. Off to play DOTA now! Will blog more after the game!
I'm really tired. And I deserve more than a good night rest.
Today has been chilly. Oh crap, it just started pouring again. And some rain had soaked into my electric guitar casing near the window. My room is just too packed. Oh wait, technically I do not have a room. Hah. That's what I usually tell everyone who asked.
You know the many dilemmas in life. Like it or not, we all (even the smartest people) make stupid decisions from time to time despite knowing the right way. Have we all subscribed to the glitters of Hollywood films and fatuous songs that recklessly promote the follow your heart notion? You don't feel it but it subconsciously eats into us. Like when you feel that you're in love, you really think you're in love. So perhaps, it's sometimes better to just follow what your head says. Because you can't really trust your feelings all the time, can you?
Thanks to Sandy for being such a sweetie who made my afternoon (:
He is ever so faithful. One who remembers our past iniquities no more. Hah! Read more here!
I just came back from Esplanade after giving the first acoustic guitar crash course lesson to Gerald, Ngu and Darren. And I got a free ride home on a scrambler with the rush of wind beneath my ears! Thank God I didn't die! Haha!
And I have to brag about my DOTA match yesterday though my team still lost in the end. Hoho! I was bluey RAZOR, the almighty Lightning Revenant with the following in my inventory:
I just bought two pairs of Levis jeans to cheer myself up.
I wish I knew how to smile. (: Oh well. It's frustrating how my heart would love to contradict my head. Like how much I would relent each time I think of you, despite knowing the right thing to do. Bee calls me one with the wider spectrum of emotions.
Now, there's no one to complain about my smelly bag that I carry everyday. No one to tease me about my retarded hairdo. And my soiled jeans. Oh bittersweet memories.
I'm sorry. I have to remove everything that would bring me the slightest thought of you. Many are the thoughts of you. So I took the card you gave with the really sweet photo collage and put it aside, like I always do when the pain comes crashing down.
I wish I have the right words to say to you sometimes.
I was on the brink of tears this morning. Alright, I'll confessed. I cried during service when God gently mended the wounds. You know they say that people cry when their minds and bodies are unable to contain a certain rushing emotion. Like a broken dam, a broken vessel, a broken vase that fall to the ground.
Tomorrow will be a better day. Tomorrow, I'll smile again.
It feels funny when I think about it. If it was all part of His master plan, perhaps I was brought into your life to exposed his lies and thereafter, take my leave. This is too simplistic to conceive. Have we messed it all up? Guess we're never meant to be.
Pardon my emotional post. Literature. Cryptic writings. Words and phrases that subtly suggest and soon after, leaving you in your thoughtless world of doubt, imagination and disbelief.
twenty-something. a child of God. aspiring singer songwriter. singaporean. extrovert. black eyes. daydreamer. right handed. guitarist. loves writing.
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