spirital musings, mundane rantings and far more baloney

I CAN'T BREATHE

I decided to blog now, with the little spare time I have before turning in. This is miraculous. And I don't think the background song fits this title but - oh anyhow!

This is more of a ranting entry.

So do bear with me while I churn my invisible angst into something literate. Because right now, I'm feeling immensely lousy, stifled and chocked to the brim with all the work crap that I purposefully pack my time with. I'm finding myself to be reaching home after 9 almost every *** damn awesome night. And yes, I leave my house at half past 6 every morning. So that leaves me with some 2 hours of free time every day after work. And it's causing me to be a little edgy now. During the weekends, the time was spent working on projects, meeting people and doing things that seem to be of a higher calling and a greater purpose. And with all that accompanies a rupture of quick temperedness and a mental exhaustion.

And just yesterday, I made the most insincere apology to an outlander - gasp a pastor ! - who complained that I was disrespectful. And the episode was so ugly bittersweet, it could sweep every award off the Oscars.

For the record, I am indignant. Very.

So for God's sake, stop calling me to rush me of datelines and telling me what to do when and what.

posted by kevin @ 9:46 PM